Wednesday, February 23, 2011

So I just love her little face in this photo, so the other night I put this little tv in Tae room (I have a lot of vhs and some kid movies that I have been wanting tae to see) so the tv has a vhs player in it. So I put on Monsters inc Oaks loved the movie but Taelor just loved the fact there was a tv in her room, she was so excited and kept saying "Oh movie". Now everytime we go into her room she says movie mom..She is getting so big, I cant believe in less then 4 months she will be 2. She keeps me busy and is talking so much, I am going to brag she can count to 10(she skips the #3 for some reason) she almost has her birthday down-well she calls it a Happy Day- its June 17 but she says June 7 so we are almost there, and is catching on to so many things, (she is getting sassier then ever) but is one smart cookie and this shocked me but we were watching mickey mouse club house and she said mom do you see a triangle? I looked up so suprised and sure enough there was a triangle..WOW i have never shown her shapes so that was a huge suprise. And now we have to watch what we say cause she copies everything...we were driving one day and Phil was saying something and said suck, sure enough Tae in the back seat kept repeating it...haha we are introuble. I just love her to pieces. And the picture of her and daddy building blocks she loves these blocks and no the tower was not all Phil she helped alot and she is funny cause certain blocks had to be in certain places. every morning she wants to build towers with her dad its so cute

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Beautiful Mother

13 years ago my mom passed away. I cant believe its been that long, some days it feels like forever ago but then others it seems like just yesterday. So much has happened and I know she is watching in a better place, but yes I do get selfish and so wish she was just a phone call away. There are many days where I just want to go to her house and just cuddle up with her on the couch. I know one day we will be together again.
A very cool story I am not sure if I have blogged about this but a few months ago we were just hanging out in our apartment and we have a bookshelf in our front room, on one of the shelves I have a couple pictures of of them was a picture before she got sick and the other is one of her I believe she was after highschool, this picture she was in Europe its black and white. ( I have been bad but I havent shown Tae a picture of mom) I was walking out of the kitchen and Tae had the older picture of mom in her hands and I was about to take it away from her when she said "nanna" and gave the picture a big kiss..I started crying and Phil was so shocked and teared up as well. I was so overjoyed and the thought crossed my mind that,That is what my mom probably looks like in Heaven, how else would Tae have known that that was her Grandma..I love Taelor so much and realize she is so close to the veil and to the spirit I love her so much and so glad she was able to be up with mom now I get to teach her all the things my mom taught me.